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so lonely so lost...
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[13 Dec 2004|12:56pm] |
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I sold my soul to cingular if you want my number let me know.
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| JIMMY KIMMEL |
[11 Dec 2004|02:17am] |
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Went to see Motley Crueat the jimmy kimmel show. It was a good time. The traffic was unbearable but it was still fun. We got there with like 30 minutes or so to spare so it was cool. The taping was like the others I had been to so it was fairly unremarkable. Tony hawk and motley crue were the guests. They had a tough time getting anyone to be on tonight I think because the lineup was fairly sad lol. The crue performance was laughable at best. Sounded good live but watching it on tv they sounded terrible. Mick mars is going to die within the next hour I believe. He looked pretty bad, but I love him anyway. He is like a cuddly little alien or something. Tommy Lee and Nikki Six were fantastic and Vince Neil did no chicken dance despite the best efforts of my friend Mike. Went with Leanne and amanda they were fun as usual. All in all a good night with some good friends. Hope all is well with everyoneand I miss you all something terrible. Miguel matt and bekah beth MATT ellen Natatat steph and all you bastards I miss you all a ton. We should hav like an XMAS party or something. I dont know where but we should. It would be fabulous. <3 ANDY
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[02 Dec 2004|07:35pm] |
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Sometimes I wish that I had someone reliable to talk to about my problems. If not someone reliable then at least someonethat cares enough to listen to me.
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[19 Nov 2004|07:49pm] |
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Why are so people focused on the negatives? I dont understand life sometimes. I love the fcat that I cnt focus on the negatives and male them positive. It is rare that people do that. They are too focused on the fact that negatives make their lives difficult. I am too easy to deal with because I make things easy. I say how I feel. I say how things are. I like you I tell you, I dont like you I tell you. I am too easy. Thats why girls like me i think. I am honest. Honesty is tough. No one likes to be honest because honesty an be scary, but i have never strayed from the truth. Though I do not lnow what I want the girls that penetrate me know who I am, and who they are. There are not many people I trust. PS Thanks for th LC show I enjoyed all of it. I loved seeing everyone again. I am done with my rant ttyl.
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| Bleeting like the sheep I am |
[11 Nov 2004|04:46pm] |
want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.
or maybe something not so obvious!
Ask away.
Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.
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[23 Oct 2004|03:00am] |
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Why is it that the world does not want me to be happy?
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[18 Oct 2004|06:41pm] |
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Its been a while for me and probably too damn long, but i have the desire to post here for once so here goes. I am sorta lost again. I have been seeing this girl for a little over a month and things are going well, but I feel a bit confused because she is not as affectionate as I am so it is confusing. I know she is really into me and I am super into her but without a ton of affection it makes me feel as though she doesnt like me that much or something I dunno. We have had good talks about this so I know where she stands on the whole thing. I duno it is just me and my brain and my ability to overthink EVERYTHING I think. So enough about her because it is prolly overkill to talk about it too much.
I also feel extremely disconnected from the world. Almost as though I am all by myself. I feel like there is no one for me to talk to really and it sucks. I know that is not the case but I do sometimes wish I had some closer friends. I can feel myself reverting anf shutting down and becoming all introverted with how i feel all over again. I dunno. I am just so yuck. HELLO TO THE LJ KIDS!
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[16 Jun 2004|10:20am] |
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[15 Jun 2004|10:12am] |
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GOOD BYE! I will miss you more than you know. Good luck and I hope all goes as well for you as you deserve <3
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[19 May 2004|11:16am] |
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WHO IS GOING TO SEE MORRISSEY AT PEPSI SMASH! THATS RIGHT ME! Now I just need to find my plus 1 hmmmm
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| that will about do it my lovlies! |
[15 May 2004|08:59pm] |
 If i was a serial killer i would be Charles Manson.
Charles Manson... the only serial killer that faces life in prison, yet never actually killed anyone.
Manson believed that by starting a cult, and manipulating his followers with drugs and mental suggestion he would get them to think he was the next messiah, and force them into doing anything he said, he was right.
One night in the Hollywood hills, Manson set out his minions to attack the home of the head of a record label that rejected his work years back. That night they murdered 5 people one of which was Sharon Tate who was also eight months pregnant at the time. Shooting and stabbing their victims repeatedly and smearing the words "Die Pig Die", and "Helter Skelter" over the walls.
Manson thought that by doing these killings that it would start a race war between blacks and whites. He also believed that the Beatles wrote many of their songs for and about him.
kill count: 5
Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now! |
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[25 Apr 2004|10:46am] |
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So who's going to see the flaming lips for free on friday? ME! Yup 1iota.com actually worked for once, and I am going to go see them for free. Now I have to figure out who I am gonna take lol.
I just watched the last part of From Justin to Kelly on cable. It has to be the best movie since Spice World and was made increasingly better by the fact that Justin knows about 3 dance moves. Not to mention the fact that he was forced to act as though he were a heterosexual male. If you have a chance to catch this movie then you owe it to yourself to watch it.
I have to go for jury duty tomorrow which is gonna blow but oh well and then tuesday I start at home depot. Other than that nothing much else to reprt. Except for the fact that I am hoplessly addicted to my space. Have a good week kids!
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| So long time no see LJ |
[23 Apr 2004|08:39am] |
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So I am no longer unemployed as of today. I am the newest employee of the Home Depot in city of industry. I will be working in paint and making about 8 dollars an hour. I know I have been neglecting my LJ but I have not had much of interest to impart upon you nice folks. I miss you all a ton.
I am a bit lonely lately and it sucks. I had the emptiness I feel sometimes. Sometimes I think I deserve it too. I am a bit down right now but I am sure I wil be ok sooner or later lol.
Life seems to me a never ending cycle and I hate it sometimes. I feel lost in this repetitive spin cycle and like I will never free myself. Like someone cracking open the door for me to feel the light just to cruelly slam it shut on my hand as I try to free myself. (well that was descriptive eh?)
I am sick of being afraid of getting close to someone but thanks to HER there is not much I can do about that. I have such a fear of commitment now and it is just silly, but it is petrifying. I think that is all for now my dears.
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[10 Apr 2004|12:57pm] |
Today was really boring
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.
I feel a bit strange because we've just moved to Idaho and there's a weird smell in the house.
I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.
Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken.
I want to tell the world to get fucked.
I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat.
I want to say thanks to the academy for giving me this award.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.
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[23 Mar 2004|03:39pm] |
SHIT FUCK TITTY SQUEEZE! Someone needs to buy me a ticket to see morrisey! I will ove you forever but I need to go to this! Please please please please please! Ok now that I got that outta the way. An update is due.
I have just been going crazy looking for a job really. Went with miguel <3 to see the premiere of dawn of the dead on thursday before it came out and then went the next day with some friends to see it again. I loved i. Went to Havasu with Matt and that was a good time as is expected when Matt and I hang out. We were pretty much drunk for the entire four days or whatever it was fun.
I have a sort of interview today at Round table to be a driver so we will see how that goes. I have a bunch of applications out there so I can hope that maybe perhaps someone will hire my ass. Even better if they hire the rest of my body as well lol.
I wana go to the Six Flags Trip with yall but alas I am poor. I miss everyone!!!!SIGH OH WELL :(
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[04 Mar 2004|01:32am] |
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God DAmn I am so tired of pretending...
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